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Showing posts with label Random thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Random thoughts. Show all posts

Monday, October 11, 2010

I should go adopt a kid

A kid , not a baby. I'm not good with babies. Yet.

Having a kid would be nice i guess.

You get to go shop at those shops where they sell this cute little dresses which makes you go, "awww...". Or those cute jeans and sweater with a baseball cap which makes you go "heesh comel betul lah !"

You get to groom them the way you want them to be groomed. Hairstyle, what to wear for raya, what to wear to go to the park blalblablabla.

You now have a valid excuse to go to McDonald's every single day for lunch and dinner. C'mon, budak budak memang suka makan Mcd. Takkan nak marah kan. Kesian dierang. They're just kids, you know. *kenyit kenyit mata*

Holding those tiny hands while walking makes you feel somehow, needed for protection, needed for love. Which makes you feel good about yourself. Everyone likes to feel needed, kan?

And, because a kid's smile, washes away all the exhaustion, frustration or even sadness that you had gone through for the day. As simple as that. Just one smile, and it's heaven.

:)


Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Truth hurts

You were imagining, visualizing. Images of you and him. Being happy together. Laugh, smile, tease each other. Do things together. Imagine, Summer & Cohen of the O.C.

And then it hit you.

He's in love with someone else.

Someone in his past.

Whom he had loved, still love and will always love.

And there you go.

Heart crushed. All over again.

Painful stabs starts like it'll never stop.

And you suffocate.

And cry silently in your heart.

Truth hurts.

Real bad.





Monday, October 4, 2010

Lain lah Kalau Kau Rajin Nak Keluarkan Tangan

Memang susah sangat ke nak bagi signal bila tengah drive di tengah tengah kotaraya ni? Hah, orang orang kat kampung jangan nak mengelat. Korang pun sama jugak.

Kereta yang beribu ribu yang kau bayar tu, datang sekali dengan signal. Sila gunakan sepenuhnya untuk kebaikan semua boleh tak? Supaya takde lah ade manusia yang end up ekciden sebab habit bodoh kau tu.

Takde, takde perkataan lain yang lebih sopan. Bodoh tu je yang paling sopan. Terima je la.

Lain lah kalau kau rajin sangat nak keluarkan tangan kau setiap kali kau nak buat left or right turning.

Apa Salah Saya?

Mak marah saya tak add dia kat Facebook. -_- Patut? Atau tidak?

Okey. Secara erti katanya, Facebook is for friends. Friends = Rakan/Sahabat/Kawan/Suka hati kau lah nak bagi label ape.

Mak = Mother/Mom/Ibu/Mama/Sekali lagi suka hati kau nak panggil ape asalkan sama ertinya. Yang penting, mak bukanlah tergolong dalam kategori "Friends" seperti yang dimaksudkan oleh Facebook.

Okey okey. A mother can be a daughter's bestfriend. Yes. but, can we put that aside for a sec please? Focus people, focus ! We're talking about Facebook ! ;P

So, kalau mengikut pandangan saya, rasa hati saya, saya rasa tak salah kalau saya tak add dia. Because she's not my friend, SHE'S MY MOM. Faham kan semua? Faham.

Sorry Ma. Bukan Pia taknak add. Tapi Pia taknak mama terjebak dengan gejala sosial remaja nie. ;)

Maybe some other time. IF i change my mind. Sayang mama lah. Haha.

Yawnn. Selamat malam dunia. =)

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Apa Saja Yang Terlintas Di Fikiran..


Hari: Rabu

Tarikh: 27 Mei 2009

Masa: 10.38 malam

Apa Yang Terlintas Di Fikiran:
  • Tolong lah hari esok di mahkamah tidak sebosan hari ini..
  • Rutin harian sudah tidak menarik. Setiap hari buat benda yang sama. Harus divert sekali sekala.
  • Perlukah gosok baju kurung? Mungkin tidak...mungkin perlu. Kejap lagi kena cek.
  • Kenape masa berlalu sangat perlahan? 19 Jun 2009, sila hadir secepat mungkin. kehadiran anda amat ditunggu tunggu.
  • Kucing-kucing di rumah mungkin tengah lena. Itu je la pun keje dierang kan. Name pun kucing~
  • Kenape Cik Shafiqah tak angkat phone? Ape je la yang budak itu buat..
  • Result exam semester ini sangat menggembirakan. =))
  • Dani tengah buat ape eh? i wonder how was her interview..mungkin harus call kejap lagi.
  • Kenapa certain people tak reti nak bersyukur dengan ape yang mereka dapat? Stop complaining, start appreciating.
  • Love is...*berfikir*
  • Life is... *berfikir juga*
  • Penat sudah berfikir. Masa untuk go blank sebentar.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Bila Pergi Negara Orang...





Mesti rindu mereka2 ini kan? heee~

Benarkah Bulan di Luar Negara Lebih Terang?





p/s: taklah. tak benar. bulan di negara sendiri pun ape kurangnya. kan? cuma kita sahaja yang tak mahu pandang. =)

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Kamu Pernah?

Kamu pernah tak...

1. Bakar roti gune toaster, pastu kerana takde ape nak buat@ kerana terlalu lapar, kamu tunggu depan toaster tu sambil memberi tumpuan penuh kepada 2 keping roti yang tgh terbakar dalam toaster tu. Pastu, bile roti tu melompat keluar, kamu terkejut dan perkara paling best berlaku i.e. kepala kamu terhantuk kt kabinet atas. Padan muke..

2. Tengah bosan tak tahu nak buat ape, ternampak kucing kamu lalu di depan kamu. Amik dia, pastu pegang dia dalam posisi kaki tangan dia menghadap muke kamu. Disebabkan kucing tu buat muke sombong mcm malas nak layan, kamu goncang2 dia nak kasi dia miaw miaw. (pada saat ini, muke kamu sangat dekat dengan tangan dia yang dah mule mengeluarkan kuku. shiinggg!) sedar tak sedar, tengah goncang2 dia, pipi kamu kena cakar. free je dapat logo Adidas kat muke. Cari nahas kan? haih..

3. Balik sekolah pukul 4 petang sebab ade ko-k@ kelas tambahan. balik rumah dah penat. masuk je bilik, letak beg skolah kat tepi, bukak stoking dan terus melompat atas katil. lalu terlena...bangun2, tengok jam dah 7.30! oh tidakkk! kelam kabut pegi mandi, siap2, cari baju sekolah (part nie dah nangis2 dah sebab terbayang kena marah dengan cikgu disiplin), cari bonda dengan linangan air mata nak mintak tlg anta g skolah pastu skali bile jumpe bonda, bonda berkate, "yang awak pakai baju skolah siap stoking sume ni nak pegi mane?" kamu pun reply,"nak pegi skolah laa. mama nie..cepat laa! orang dah lambat nie. cepat la ma...nanti kena marah.." pastu kamu kocoh2 lari g cari beg skolah, cari tupperware nak isi roti. bonda kamu dah ketawa tak igt dunia, yang mana membuatkan kamu bengang. (ye la, dah la dah lambt, boleh plak kena gelak ngan mak sendiri kan.)
Skali lalu tepi tingkap, hati pun berkata"eh,apsal gelap lg kat luar? bukan dah 7.30 ke?" mmg dah 7.30.. 7.30 malam. haa..tido lah sampai maghrib lg. kan dah psycho..

p/s: Rindu lah nak balik rumah..

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

What I Wish I'd Known Sooner..

I read about this 'what i wish i'd known sooner' list from a book.its kinda interesting,so check it out :

- dont let ur life wait for other people.

-dont ever fall in love with someone who is more than one thousand miles away from you. it usually doesnt work. (I beg to differ on this. it works for me. *winks*)

- if it hurts, DON'T DO IT AGAIN!

-that which doesn't kill you will ultimately make you stronger.

-Zits always pop up when you really cant afford for them to pop up.

-always stay after class b'coz that's where connections are made.

- Just bcoz someone flirts with you incessantly doesn't necessarily mean he or she likes you.

-sometimes smart people can do very,very stupid things.

- being nice to people will get you far.

-the one person you can truly love is often right in front of you.

- Parents aren't around forever, and you need to treasure them while they are.

- Never do something if the risk is greater than the reward.

- Instead of waiting for life to get better, do something about it.

- You REALLY should do what needs to be done NOW, and not later.Procrastination is the easiest way, but not the most profitable.

- If ur intuition is telling you not to do something, then don't.your intuition is not stupid!

- if he doesn't respect you,then he's not worth any of ur time.

- The heart does heal and you will love like this again- except that when you do, you'll deny that you ever loved like this before.

- if you can laugh at urself,you're going to be fine.

-don't break the heart of a guy whom had love you so much,care about you so much and want nothing else than to see u smile.you'll feel guilty for the rest of ur life.. (true enough..)


Thursday, December 18, 2008

Life Is Too Short To Stay Mad For Too Long..

Anger is a wasted emotion.

Too much energy, too much effort spent on a negative feeling that gets you no closer to being happy than the original catalyst that caused it. Many more worthwhile pursuits exist than to than to sit around seething in anger.

Anger at past happenings are better off being let go. The past cannot be changed, better to look toward the future. Anger at people can be distilled into two categories. People you care about and people you don't. The latter should simply be dismissed. Being mad at this person only serves to make you unhappy. It can never have a better resolution. Again just let it go. In the other case, it is much better to try and understand why the person did what was they did that made you mad. This is a much quicker path to resolution than fuming over what could be little more than a misunderstanding.

Living life, is about finding happiness. It really is just too short to waste precious time on being angry. There is too much to be done, and so little time to do it in.


Source: Gryffon, http://everything2.com

p/s: couldn't agree more. tak elok marah-marah, cepat tua. *winks*

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Suka + Tak Suka

SUKA:
-->Puding Karamel (buatan makcik&pakcik pendek kat pasar Ramadhan Manjung).
-->KFC (manusia mane yang tak suke makan ayam??)
-->Pizza
-->Kucing (comel kan mereka ini?)
-->Bunga (roses + daisies)
-->Lilin (bukan lilin putih yang korang gune time rumah black-out. Nie lilin yang wangi2 tu..yang konon nye ade aromatherapy mende2 ntah. ye ye je..)
-->Chipmunk (liar sangat la tapi. susah nak jaga.)
-->Musim panas dan musim luruh di Australia
-->Menyanyi + Menari. (dalam bilik sahaja. terima kasih.)
-->Ketawa
-->Buat orang ketawa
--> Buat Cinta Hati ketawa.. ^_^
-->Cendawan goreng (exclusively cooked by Shafiqah only)
-->Makan kue tiaw hailam + teh o ais bersama Cinta Hati di Marina Wing Lumut. (wahh..rindu sungguh saat2 seperti ini.down the memory lane we go...weeeee...)
-->Call aisyah dan ajak pegi minum mocha ice blended + waffle butter&kaya.
-->Buat arfa panas hati dengan mencampakkan Rinie The Fat Cat ke arah die.
-->Teman bonda menggosok baju sambil bercerita ttg perkara2 yg bonda gelar merepek. (teman je la tapi. =p)
-->Brerebut nak duduk depan (front passenger seat) dengan Shafiqah bile naik kereta Aisyah. (Best! sebab Aisyah akan bengang dan berleter. Aisyah suke berleter. Rindu pulak nak dengar mulut kecoh die itu. Sigh...)
-->Berbual dengan Rinie
-->Bile dapat email dari Kekasih Hati.. (pastu mule la kan seminggu takleh stop sengih2. isk..kronik~)
-->Tengok burung pulang sarang di waktu senja..
-->Jalan2 di tepi pantai bersama Kekasih Hati..
-->Letak barang merata-rata pastu stress2 sebab tak jumpe. bongok gile. isk..
-->Lupe atau buat2 lupe tutup lampu bilik sebelum tidur pastu esok pagi kene marah dengan Permaisuri. lalala~
-->Bangun lambat walaupun dah janji dengan kanak2 ribena (Aisyah Shafiqah Arfa) nak keluar pukul 11 am. It always end up with them pulling me out of the comforter and shoving me into the shower and us out of the house 1 hour later. *grins*
-->Bile dapat bunga dari Kekasih Hati... (ade ke girlfriend yang tak suke? gile pelik..)
-->Lindt Chocolate Waffle di Darling Harbour, Sydney.

TAK SUKA:
-->Period-pain.
-->Kelas pukul 8 pagi (sebab confirm tak boleh bangun nye pastu bnyk miss! Tak suke la miss2 class nie kan...hee~)
-->Perasaan hati bile hari hujan (Bile hujan, mesti rase sedih..rase..muram. Rase mcm kene tinggal sorang2. Kenape?Tidak tahu..)
-->Bile esok pukul 5 petang kene anta assignment dan esok nye jugak kul 10 malam flight tapi malam nie baru terkial-kial nak siapkan assignment, baru terkial-kial nak check barang ape yang ade @ takde. (Keje gile kan?isk..tak serik serik gadis ini. )
-->Bile bonda marah2 tak tentu pasal. Stress pasal pokok bunga berharga die itu kene lanyak dengan kucing, kite pulak yang kene? Mama nie...isk~
-->Bile dewan kuliah terlalu sejuk. (Cane nak salin nota kalau jari jemari dah tuka jadi kaler biru?)
-->Bile senyum kat kakak cashier kat counter Jusco sebab nak berlaku polite, tapi senyuman tak berbalas. (Nak kene masuk kursus senyum mereka2 ini. heesh..)
-->Ikan keli, ikan sembilang, belut dan apa jua jenis ikan yang ade persamaan dengan ular. (Cane la korang leh makan mereka2 ini..)
-->Bile abang yang gemok menuntut iPod dari adiknya setiap saat, setiap jam, setiap hari, setiap hali bertemu !! Mengapekah daku mempunyai abang sebegitu...
-->Basuh baju putih. Sebab tak reti. Confirm tak jadi putih nye. Mama je yang terer basuh baju putih. Mothers are good at everything,kan? Entah2 dierang ade magic tak...
-->Memasak. Sebab tak terer. Kalau terer, maybe boleh masuk list atas kot. hee.
-->Bile bosan. Sebab bile bosan, entri2 spt yg sedang anda bace ini akan muncul.